とても いそがしかったです！！！

School life has never been so hectic before, i mean it has hectic like always but this is the first time i feel that i was unable to do anything because everything is so conjested!

This is the first time i ever feel that, i am really......useless. Most of the things that i have to do ...but i realised i can't. Things that my coursemates requires few hours to finish it , i need days or weeks, or perhaps even longer duration of time.
I'm not sure anymore or shall i say, i can be quite certain that i won;t be able to graduate with all my fellow classmates. The gap in between us became more and more visible and wider. What i meant was not the relation that we're having, but somehow i do not know how to describe it.

Tomolo I am heading back hometown, i even had a wild thinking that after returning home i would not want to back to Sabah again. These few days, all that i can do is just complaining and complaining. But, this seems to be the only thing that i could do. Sis told me no matter how much i hated it or how hard it is going to be, it is gonna happen anyways, why would i rant and complain all the way and in the end do nothing. Why don't I just face it bravely and do everything that i could. I knew very well which was the things that i supposed to do, however...i still have doubts of what i am capable of~

あした　あたしかれに　あうことができます。　よかったです。あたし　つかれています。やすみが　ぜったいほしです！！！