Nothingness

randomness and nothingness. my life is hectic, too many things to do here. can you believe that my last final paper was tomorrow but i've already started the next semester's class today? come to think of it, it was really sad to see all my roommates started to packed their stuff trying to put it into the store because~ they are going to have their 2 months holidays soon. well about me? i'm stuck here for one and the half month because of the short semesters in order to make our industrial training change from 3 months to 6 months.

come on, all of the lecturer's know that it is impossible for the students to cope the studies in this short semesters. you tell me, how are you gonna finish 10 subjects of 14 weeks into 5 1/2 weeks? one subject 2 times lecture in one week? come on, we are human also la, you management people sure no problem for you all cause all you do is sits at the office doing nothin. have you ever imagina that if you're the one who is going to stuff so many stuff into your brain every single day and can you cope? nobody ever think of what will happen to the students or will they be able to cope and stuff. you know why?

because the lecturers and management people don't give a damn about the students at all. i know about the good intentions of trying to ensure us to have a job but come on, use your brain bah, wat is the purpose when the students is rushing like hell to stuff things into the brain but in the end the brain is empty when we go for our industrial training. and then the one who monitors our training realised that we're just a bunch of so called "undergraduates" who know nothing.

god, everyday is so stressful when all we do is rush from this class to that class. all we do is RUSH. don;t care you did a good job or not but just make sure you hand it in. what is the purpose of doing that? we're studying in University, we're rushing to get out of it. if it is like that, what is the purpose of getting into universities whereas what we do is not to gain knowledge but to ignore the importance of absorbing and using the knowledge. all that we do now in this university is rushing to get out as soon as possible regardless gaining knowledge or not.

LIFE IS HECTIC AND PATHETIC NOWADAYS. HOPING THAT SOMETHING OTHER THAN THIS IS GOING TO EMERGE SOON TO COVER UP THIS NEGATIVENESS.